This was the most hectic, disturbing, disbelief, grieving, hurting, depressed, scariest, uncontrollable year I have witnessed in my 22 years of life. We loss so many beautiful people in such a short period of time. I can’t believe these things happened in my life. I can only imagine what’s to come next year. I have so many dreams to complete but I just have to have hope because if it’s one thing this year has taught me and that is to focus on “now”. I like to plan ahead so I want let this virus ruin my dreams. I think they had the movie “2012” in the wrong year because this is what they meant. I also have some new year resolutions that I want to complete next year that will make me a better person even though I do believe I am already a good person.
I want to grow my blog so that I can get more traffic. I love to blog and I want everyone to read it. If I can reach my goal then I will be more optimistic than I am now. Another resolution is to cut out all the negativity out of my life completely. Out! Erased! Disintegrated! No more cry babies in my life, no more whiners, no more helping the unhelpful. I just had to understand that you can’t talk to everybody. I need to focus on myself and stop giving my attention to non factors. The best way to improve is to focus on yourself so that you improve your own well being. I hope more people start doing that because it is needed. My last resolution is to find love. I am looking for love! (lol)
I am so curious about 2021. What is in store for us? We all need more love. That sounded weird to say but this year has been so bad that you don’t think of it. You only think of survival, well I have. I think of my family but I have mainly been thinking of ways to stay safe. I have work to do. Even though I know it won’t happen, I still hope everyone goes into the new year alive. I say it won”t because someone dies everyday. There is also life being created (lol) and being born so that is interesting. I just want everyone to be happy and healthy as we leave this year sad. May we all have high hopes and dreams so that we can be better than we are now. Happy New Year’s Eve!