Depersonalization

Im so curious if anyone else is dealing with this. Depersonalization is when you are lost in everything around you and you feel like you are not here. It is quite scary because I have this feeling a lot. I zone out a lot and get lost in my head. I can day dream with my eyes open and not even blink. The main thing is when I have a feeling of not being alive. It is also said to be a panic attack. I can look at something and then say “am I really looking at this”, “am I real”. It gets so stressful because I have always been like this. Maybe it is just my mind trying to scare me. This is actually quite scary because It’s hard to stop thinking about it. Maybe if I were one of the people who were dreaming and I saw Jesus and he took me on a tour of the other world, maybe I wouldn’t feel so weird.

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Hi! Welcome to my blog. I am a college student and I am curious about everything. When I get curious, I need to talk about it. Life is amazing and weird at the same time. This is why we must stay positive so that we can enjoy life before it ends.

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